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Musings III

by Socha

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I’m no better than the neighbors I’m no worn out beauty queen I’m no lady chasin sailor I’m no money makin record machine What makes me so self centered? What makes me so fucking insecure? My monkey mind it drives me crazy Fragile heart such a pity bore Who the fuck do I think I am to be perfect? Who the fuck do I think I am to be worth it? I do apologize for what I say or do I’m just trying to be human I wish I could be you So you say yeah you can solve this It’s so easy it’s so breezy Change your mind yeah get it right yeah You can do it nothing to it Why aren’t you already fixed now It’s so simple oh here’s how Change your mind yeah get it right yeah Tell yourself you’re alright yeah Change your mind yeah ignore the questions Ignore the racing ignore the obsessions ignore Everything you ever want and everything you ever thought Everything you thought you’d do and everything you thought you’d do and Racing minds don’t compare to the savvy happy life of a suit tie and slicked back hair If I can do it you can do it to just fight through imbalance of chemicals look at you typical youth Waste of space where is your pushthrough mindset Here’s the bar for worth and value don’t you dare get behind it Everything you ever want and everything you ever thought Everything you thought you’d do and everything you thought you’d do and
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It’s a feeling I can’t quite describe But it takes over me It’s rooted in my gut and it Spreads out completely I walked to the water’s edge felt so calm Even though it was tumultuous in the morning dawn I wanted to sit right in and let the waves carry me Disappear into the seafoam into the air I breathe Anything to completely erase me Body torn apart one with the water Poured back into where I came from Encased in my own destruction I walk around like an open wound Pour all your salt all over me Open me up it’s sweet release Don’t repair keep it festering I am soft like a peach Put your hands all over me Check for bruises make sure to see Any marks from my journey I am soft like a peach Please mush me into a pulp Don’t keep me recognizable I want to feel so far Far away from what I’ve seemed before Give me a taste of that smooth good stuff Give me a taste of how it feels to be enough What if I explored a feeling I had never felt before Can I exceed my own ability to perceive?

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released July 3, 2019

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Socha Brooklyn, New York

I make soft songs about hard feelings ✨

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