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Type A(nxiety)
03:05
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I’m no better than the neighbors
I’m no worn out beauty queen
I’m no lady chasin sailor
I’m no money makin record machine
What makes me so self centered?
What makes me so fucking insecure?
My monkey mind it drives me crazy
Fragile heart such a pity bore
Who the fuck do I think I am to be perfect?
Who the fuck do I think I am to be worth it?
I do apologize for what I say or do
I’m just trying to be human
I wish I could be you
So you say yeah you can solve this
It’s so easy it’s so breezy
Change your mind yeah get it right yeah
You can do it nothing to it
Why aren’t you already fixed now
It’s so simple oh here’s how
Change your mind yeah get it right yeah
Tell yourself you’re alright yeah
Change your mind yeah ignore the questions
Ignore the racing ignore the obsessions ignore
Everything you ever want and everything you ever thought
Everything you thought you’d do and everything you thought you’d do and
Racing minds don’t compare to the savvy happy life of a suit tie and slicked back hair
If I can do it you can do it to just fight through imbalance of chemicals look at you typical youth
Waste of space where is your pushthrough mindset
Here’s the bar for worth and value don’t you dare get behind it
Everything you ever want and everything you ever thought
Everything you thought you’d do and everything you thought you’d do and
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Soft
02:47
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It’s a feeling I can’t quite describe
But it takes over me
It’s rooted in my gut and it
Spreads out completely
I walked to the water’s edge felt so calm
Even though it was tumultuous in the morning dawn
I wanted to sit right in and let the waves carry me
Disappear into the seafoam into the air I breathe
Anything to completely erase me
Body torn apart one with the water
Poured back into where I came from
Encased in my own destruction
I walk around like an open wound
Pour all your salt all over me
Open me up it’s sweet release
Don’t repair keep it festering
I am soft like a peach
Put your hands all over me
Check for bruises make sure to see
Any marks from my journey
I am soft like a peach
Please mush me into a pulp
Don’t keep me recognizable
I want to feel so far
Far away from what I’ve seemed before
Give me a taste of that smooth good stuff
Give me a taste of how it feels to be enough
What if I explored a feeling I had never felt before
Can I exceed my own ability to perceive?
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Socha Brooklyn, New York
I make soft songs about hard feelings ✨
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