My vessel she betrays me
With the phases of the moon
The wheels they keep on turning
As I'm turning into you
My flesh it keeps on molding
Into all I've done and felt
And I feel I am eroding
Or at least my sense of self
But everything
Everything is in motion
And I'm crying in public
Comes in waves like the ocean
Didn't see didn't see this one coming
I'm feeling the grief now
From my lungs to my stomach
I'm climbing up Petřín
And I'm seeing the gunman
And I'm crying and begging
This was not of my choosing
I'm setting the table
The guests are all waiting
But I am no lady
Not fit to sit pretty
I am not cut out for marrying
I am not cut out for carrying
I am not cut out for sharing
Until there's nothing left of me
But everything
Everything is in motion
And I'm crying in public
Comes in waves like the ocean
Didn't see
Didn't see this one coming
I'm feeling the grief now
From my lungs to my stomach
I don't think I have a maternal bone in my body
It's not made for me
I can't take care of you anymore
I can't take care of you anymore
I can't care anymore
I can't care anymore
I can't take care of you anymore
I can't take care of you anymore
I can't care anymore
I can't care anymore
I can't care
But everything
Everything is in motion
And I'm crying in public
Comes in waves like the ocean
Didn't see
Didn't see this one coming
I'm feeling the grief now
From my lungs to my stomach
Everything is in motion
And I'm crying in public
Comes in waves like the ocean
Didn't see
Didn't see this one coming
I'm feeling the grief now
From my lungs to my stomach
credits
from Arranging Chaos,
track released March 8, 2023
Written by Socha
Produced by Socha & Will Rosati
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