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Something That Never Existed

by Socha

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I emerged and quickly yearned
for something different
Adventure found beyond what churned
And oh! that play a lovely respite!

In honor of all the things I never learned
I march along clenching holding it together
I left behind devotion to absurd
Self protection or connection, what’s preferred?

Why did I have to be so small
Why was I born with no protection
Why did I have to mourn something that never existed?
Why do I long to be so full
Why do I long for some direction?
Why do I have to crave
something that may never exist?

Many years and many tears
no heroes to begin with
Few memories of pleasantries
contentment like some strange myth
It feels like you want to see me down
I don’t really want you around
It’s wretched yes it’s so sad
To sit here and admit that

Why did I have to be so small
Why was I born with no protection
Why did I have to mourn something that never existed?
Why do I long to be so full
Why do I long for some direction?
Why do I have to crave
something that may never exist?

Maybe I expect too much
Maybe this is just my fate
All I know is when I try to correspond, get close, relate
I am left with emptiness
I’m fumbling through with heavy chest
Am I destined for loneliness
Why is it so hard to connect?

Why did I have to be so small
Why was I born with no protection
Why did I have to mourn something that never existed?
Why do I long to be so full
Why do I long for some direction?
Why do I have to crave
something that may never exist?

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released March 10, 2022
Written by Socha
Produced by Socha and Mason Ables
Mix and Mastered by Mason Ables

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Socha Brooklyn, New York

I make soft songs about hard feelings ✨

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