I Of No Use

from Not My Body by Socha

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I always thought it would be a grand finale, but it was just a crying shame it was so raw. How do I go from tiny kisses in the morning, to standing alone and explaining it all? I wrote this song before same old cadence same old chords but it was full, and sweet, and soft, and a mistake. But now I know, you didn't miss me, didn't hold me in a thoughtful place this song has turned to grey.
You are so cold, and I was useless. You had used all you could hold. I’m left painted many colors of you. Scrub them out, I'm black and blue. Now you're back again begging to make room for you. You didn't even value the space. How could you say, you can fix this be much better when you only want to try when I am turned away?
I thought we were sturdy. You said we were a team and I was a light. And now I see it's not about me. Only when you're at stake do you risk a fight.
Fuck your honesty. A excuse to not see all the hurt in me. You didn't give me a truth. You gave me an excuse to act out selfishly. You see I gave you it all, open arms open heart. Isn't that what's to love? What did you mean from the start? Because I wasted away, and now I have to move strong with all of this empty space. Just why was I wrong?
Was I of no use to a god such as you?

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from Not My Body, released January 19, 2017

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Socha Brooklyn, New York

I make soft songs about hard feelings ✨

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